Precisely because I (yet again) fell into what I was not supposed to do.
Yep. Deviated into the path of sin again.
Went essentially nuts during this period. No excuse for letting Him down. Formed relationship with a divorcee with a kid, and it’s that kind of relationship Heavenly Father will never approve of.
It affected me not just in terms of blogging – I could, can feel myself being more distant from Him.
Not good.
There are other chaps out there who want something from me and I know for a fact I am not ready – that a relationship now will be horrible. In fact, one of the ‘suitors’ was so ardent I had to tell him to cease and desist…
Why am I so messed up?
Going for spiritual healing soon… and am not sure that that would work – I am covered with sin and shame.
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